“Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what yer gonna get.”
Man I just love that movie! I think this box of chocolates is freaking great and I’m so happy right now! I absolutely love acting, and all these people that I am working with! They are absolutely amazing. I recommend taking theater if you are looking for fun and a group of friends to honestly bond to like family. Not to mention theater games are really fun. I just finished learning all my cue lines and my lines.:)
Great feeling, might go to the mall soon with the theater group! I love these people! Whoo, other than that I do believe sarcasm doesn’t transfer well through text. Haha, poor Avery. Well I just wanted to let everyone on Tumblr to know that you are beautiful, talented, and awesome people! Never give up on your dreams and don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t! Don’t let the shadow of doubt make you falter!
I had a day dream about you this fine day.
I couldn’t tell if it was real, or if it truly was a dream.
No names, no insults, it was like you actually liked me.
Which is exactly how I’ve wanted it to be.
I don’t know if you hate me or if you truly dislike me.
Or maybe we should talk more and that will be the key.
I really want to be your friend.
Don’t let this growing relation end.
I’m scared to even talk to you.
I don’t know if that’s how you feel too.
If it is, I’ll have you know I really am sweet.
Except you slam me down and I feel like I hit concrete.
I hate this feeling, I think it’s a shame.
You know I think you’re being lame.
More with my day dream!
You were being nice like you seem.
We were friends and I was happy.
We were both happy.
I really liked this day dream.
Maybe sometime we can make it real?
9 years - I would never want this to happen again. This day has already been sad. R.I.P all victims of 9/11. I’m sorry to all you families, and I realize sorry can never heal those wounds. Live life remembering them for how great they were, remember them and cherish them, but don’t let death tear you away from them. Your loved ones are always with you. Other than it being 9/11 some things I just can’t cure for myself. Not being selfish here. I really wish that he could look at me like he looks at her, like he used to look at me before we were ever each other’s. Before she came back - again. It was nice to finally be apart of your life, and now I’m nothing, I’m a speck of dust you can’t even see. So here is to today - sorrow and sadness be lifted one day. Pray this never happens again.
Here’s to you Ev. I hope you’re happy. I hope that this time around she doesn’t hurt you. I hope one day maybe that you will see I’ve been here the whole time and maybe we can be friends if you even want to be. Maybe also she can stop keeping you away from me - I won’t steal you away, cause I know that’s not what you want, I just want my friend back. I want the friend I fell in love with back, so I can talk to you. Well I hope you’re happy.
I pretty much NEVER reblog these… but I feel curious tonight :) do tell me.
Girls most often go for guys that don’t like them. The guy pushes them away and often realize she was probably the one for him. Not all guys can be as handsome as an actor/model/musician. Not all people can sing - it isn’t everyone’s talent. Some people can hide their emotions better than others. You have more than once watched someone cry and haven’t asked them what’s wrong. You believe that crying makes you weak or you think crying relieves pain. The sun always returns to the sky after a thunderstorm. After the clouds are done being grey the sky returns to blue. Not everyone can be skinny like Emma Watson or Miranda Kerr - but that doesn’t mean you aren’t beautiful. Not all pretty boys are nice. Some of the nicest boys you will meet are the ones you might never think to talk to. You can fall in love with anyone within any time limit. You can read inside the lines but refuse to believe it or regard it. Love is desired, it is wild, it is misunderstood. MOSTLY everyone wants a chance at love whether it wounds them or completes them.
It was like a dream the first time I ever met him. Unbelievable the way one human being, one male, could make me feel so special, so wanted and admirable. It was a feeling that I could never describe to anyone. It was like a dream come true when he even smiled at me and gave me a wink, when he pulled me into his arms without any warning. I was baffled, I was curious, I was so many things, I had my arms wide open to feel, my eyes wide open to see. I wanted to catch everything, I wanted to know everything about him. I felt like a book that needed words to write. I felt lost at the sight of him - his beauty is unmatchable. I don’t think anyone could ever make me feel the way he has. When he left, when I left, when we both had to go our separate ways - it was my hardest goodbye, and my favorite hello. Our goodbyes never last and we always end up staring at each other at some point once more. Until her - until she held his hand, until she kissed his lips, until she held him in her arms, until she stole him away in one breath. One blink and he was gone. I wanted so bad not to cry, I wanted to stay strong and smile, and I wanted to say “be happy”. I still do - but everywhere I look I see him, but I see her in shadows waiting to steal him again. Every Time we’re together she’s always there to steal his attention, make him go crazy for her. I remember every time that I used to be able to keep his attention, to make him laugh and smile. I remember all of it - now it’s like I don’t exist to him, like I died, and he actually replaced me. I was so close to being able to call him a lover. So I guess you can say she stole my lover and made him her own. I would never want him to be unhappy, never, but I just wish his happiness wouldn’t be my unhappiness. So here are the words I wish I could say - Goodbye my almost lover. Goodbye my hopeless dream. I’m trying not think about you, can’t you just let me be. So long my luckless romance. My back has turned on you, should have known you’d bring me heartache. Almost lovers always do.